.: let if flow :.

conflict, tension, battling minds,

crazy, confusion, lost in life.

storms abounding in my heart and soul,

stomach aching, knees weak, what is my role.

i’m not at home in my current state,

scared, fearful, what is my fate?

eighteen years of ignorant living,

filled with apologies but no forgiving.

9 meets 10, 10 meets 11, time moves on,

one day i’m here, the next day i’m gone.

depression, oppression, momentary insanity,

wondering the why of the existence of my humanity.

staring off into darkened skies,

getting lost in my past filled with lies.

my savior, king, redeeming love,

fell down from the sky like fire, power from above.

saving, embracing, bringing me home,

continual joy, some i haven’t seen.

anxieties, fears, worries still arise,

this time, hope filled, with no disguise.

leading through vallies, leading by waters,

giving me courage, to encourage sons and daughters.

my past redeemed, the future is bright,

seeking, yearning, walking towards the light.

my heart is weak, my soul is weary, but i have hope,

taking me into the water, washing with heavenly soap.

amidst anxiety, amidst fear,

seeking joy, slowly, surely, with each new year.

my love is silent, my love is sincere,

my love is growing, my love is real.

it’s a process, a journey, a marathon race,

i’m walking slowly, steadily, at my own pace.

one day we’ll finish, your hand in mine,

one day we’ll feast, at your table, we’ll dine.

and we’ll fall at the feet,

awestruck, amazed, at how you defend,

and as we enjoy this, your glory will not end…

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